WE ARE GROWN UP NOW

We were the little stars born in the century to change the world,

we are the bright light to our parents eyes,

smiling and crying in our mom, dad hands,

thinking and wishing, if I could go back again. TO MY CHILDHOOD TIME.

 

Now we are grown up, now we are ready to face the world,

are we?

now we can change the world,

can we?

 

Thinking about the past time, when we have no worries, no time to have worries,

always happy, eating and enjoying our life,

I regret why I wish to gown up,

I regret why I wish to earn myself.

 

Things are change now, growing up don’t suit my life,

my time and my life is to take care by my own side,

thinking about my past time is not helping me,

it is not changing my life.

 

The only one to lead my life is myself,

the only one to take care of my life and family is ME,

I am the owner of my life,

I will follow every roads I can, to lead the life I dreamed and I CAN.

THIS IS MY LIFE, I WILL LEAD MY LIFE!

“SMILES ON FACES” fillingwords, we are all ears to listen to you, your pain, your sadness, your sorrows and your depressions and helping and fighting you out of this situations.

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Who Am I Really?

Who I am really? You define!

define the life of mine, filled with sorrows & pain inside

why I am running towards the dark side?

why things are becoming a burden on my mind.

 

Life is a beautiful time, a moment, a lifeline,

breathing, food & peace all needed to survive.

I learned this life with practice and time,

I am alive, fighting for every second of my life.

 

why things happen different in different life?

why sometimes we say ” I wish I could be this that etc”

why we think there is inequality, why we think we are no same?

we all are same, born in this world with different name.

we have something, some quality that is unique in us

which makes us one and one in this world.

 

We fight through these inequality, show what we are good at,

born and to diverse our quality,

showcase our-self to be needed in this world

I don’t need you, you need me to survive in your world.

 

THE WORLD NEEDS ME! TO SHOWCASE HERSELF!

I EXIST IN THIS WORLD

 

 

 

 

 

Me life

Running down in the ocean, flying high in the sky,

traveling in the future and left the past time.

 

I am moving with the speed of light,

traveling by far, everyone site.

mixing my life into two structures,

one is me and other is I.

 

Forgiving is not in my nature,

still show fake smile when asked for descriptions.

I left the things i was not fulfilled with,

I never lived my life in myth,

I was dynamic in nature,

love or hate, you are needed to adjust with your fate.

 

Life was all about me, is about me and will be about me.

I came alone to this world and will go alone form world.

ALONE.

 

 

A journey I started! JUST NOW :D

I started
I started

If life was all about me I would be like this —> king of the world, living alone, unlimited food, free games, basketball all alone all for me. But I figure it out, It is not all about me, slowly but gradually I did 😀

Earlier life for me was like studies, always studies and if i was asked about fun, the answer, i remember is running, inventing(not big things small small things), becoming the king, racing thats all, not enough i guess. 😀

I had to grow, my birthdays were coming after each and every year which are proving me that i am getting older and older. SO ” I had to grow”.

I figure out, my fun was stealing, not big things, stealing things like sharpener, pencil etc.

This fun didn’t last for long, I again give myself a though what I want to be, I want to be a foodie person as I loved food and fruits.

That was taken away from me by some human being in my life those days.

I started searching things in cricket, I started cricket, I was fast learner and I was fascinated with fast bowling, I loved bowling apart from batting. But bowling also taken away from me because people and my friend stop playing with me!! why? Because I bowled to fast those days. thats why unlucky again.

Than table tennis similar situation i played a lot and than had to quit because i got transfer to other school and that school don’t facilitate table tennis.

Than I finally got something that I loved. BASKET BALL and I thought this is it, I played very well, i was very good at it, but what happen next shocked me and probably proved that I am unlucky. I had to quit this also because we need to transfer to something place and that place is backward and don’t have any basketball count to play. 😦

BASKET BALL ENDED<LOVE GONE>

Than I gown more and more and became an Engineer. Initially was fascinated about engineering but slowly I lost the interest in all these engineering and programming things also.

NOT MY CUP OF TEA.

Finally ,

In all these thing, I was doing something that I liked but never realized, that was made for me, that was WRITING. I was a born writer, I had awesome handwriting in my childhood, I written things faster than other kids at my age in schools.

A journey
A journey

I got into writing(a little serious), when one of my teacher complimented me about my poems and about my mind process words in rhyme faster.  That was the turning point(not in life), but I didn’t realized still I was happy and I started writing diaries and other things. I started writing poems and stories in my past days.

And finally I shaped all my writing  here in  wordpress(after millions of kick). I am happy, few but some are reading my poems not awesome poems but not worst also :D,

This is my 100th post, I was kind of thinking what should I write(Thinking and Thinking), ended up boring you all guys.  SORRY. but this was my story to writing.

I?

What sort of love it is, sometimes i don’t believe,

All the time i spent with, all the day and night i can sense it.

what sort of love it is?

are you my love? or its a illusion it seems.

you never tried to change me, is it really you?

the unconditional love you show.

Your things never changed me, no matter what it may be,

We will get though, i will make you see.

I wont change no matter what it is,

no matter what range.

I will cross every way, just to reach the depth.

you never left me, never get sad or bad for me,

you always their, the bond you share.

I is single word, vacant, empty, no emotion no life nothing can survive.

Fill me in I, save me from the verge of dying.

I am your soul and i am you.

BELIEVE IN ME, LISTEN MORE TO ME,

I AM YOUR INNER VOICE,

TRY TO SURVIVE WITH ME