Sticking a smile, I said I am fine,
Every emotion is running through my brains , my heart is pumping blood in my veins and am keeping this smile, So as same.
What so ever happened, I don’t know why! I am not able to control what is flowing inside.
The pain is to much is eating every single second of my life.
Crying deep inside , I am Holding my pain on the verge of out break .
I am so mush depressed and sad inside.
I want to share but , I am unable to dare.
What will they think and will make some conclusion, on my fear and depression, i will share.
Buy still I have to hold this smile, if I show I don’t know how this will affect my life.
Its long now, i cant hold this any more, no strength to share and no more fake smile i can prepare …
I set myself free, no smile is needed and no pain is anymore there.