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Go Love Live Life!

Love Live Life!

Go Love Live Life
Go Love Live Life

We are living in this beautiful world of smiles and sorrows. Loving living and dreaming of our dream life, forgetting what we have till now is gold graced by god provided by parents or our hard work!

Looking here and there starving for items set by the traps of the world. We can’t have the entire world, we can only accompany a small part of the world with our lives running it down and starting to live happy and alive.

It’s not a big thing we can do it what we need is self SATISFACTION. This is the only thing you need to live along with this beautiful world.

If you are satisfied, if you are self fulfilled that what else can attract you nothing from this materialistic world! You need yourself to live this beautiful life not tons of money, I know we need money but we are not hungry for that. If you can satisfy yourself then you will achieve peace in mind, if you have peace in mind you will live more happy and alive.

The world is not about sunshine’s, rainbows and beauty its about an experience we only get once!

Have a life to be an idol for your generations, have a life fulfilled to smile all the time. Have a life which can help others, have a life which can bring happiness in someone else life.

Now you know the secret! Just go explore and have a beautiful life!




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DEPRESSION! The Vandal

DEPRESSION

The crier of sadness, the moments of self-pain,

the time of realization, that you are worth nothing but a just a game.

You are being sad, you are being in sorrow,

time and time it is poking you, not letting you live the way you want,

the time you realize, it too late to take a step against the pain that already took you in dark age.

The feeling of discomfort, the emotional weakness,

feeling to take more pain, or just finishing yourself to the end,

the cause of irritation, the cause of fatigue,

difficult to concentrate, nothing seem to be good in our brains.

Hopelessness is killing the self-human being,

me & you, we all can be in the atmosphere of his rage.

it doesn’t see age, gender or time to pull you in its range

giving you a slow death is its ultimate aim.

It comes with frustration, sorrow, sadness, loneliness and tons of feeling of pain, Depression its real name.

sorrow

Depression

Depression is an emotional and mental health disorder or a condition marked by an overwhelming feeling of sadness, isolation, loneliness, fear, and despair that affect how a person life thinks, feels and functions.

Depression is a condition which affects significantly with a person’s every second, minute and hour. Destroys every single day, daily life and prompt thoughts to self-harm, self-pain, and suicide.

Depression is a very different kind of pain that is totally different from sadness, sorrow or pain caused by some life experiences like losing a game or losing a challenge.

Depression doesn’t knock the door or your home, of your mind or your heart, it comes with some thoughts, some sorrow that is not healing, some pain that is not letting you smile, some emotions that are making you stuck and confusing your mind.

Depression can affect all human being at all ages, in races and socioeconomic classes. Depression can strike anyone and any part of everyone’s life.

The condition of depression is found in twice as many women as men, according to the National Institute of Mental Health.

In a recent survey on the depression, the rate growth is shocking in human’s life. The survey says that in every 20 people there is one person who is suffering from depression. And this rate is increasing and in upcoming years the depression will take more life than any other thing in this world.

Different Types

Types of Depression

Depression has its levels and types, there are mainly nine types of depression, these are categorize based on different level, different cases, and different symptoms etc.

Depression types:

Lets discuss these types of depression and the reasons behind this depression.

Major depression

Major depression is a type of depression in which a person loses his/her interest in daily activities, gain weight or loss in weight, feeling tired, energy-less, thoughts of self-harm, getting agitated in small, small things etc these were some of the factors which can tell, if someone has this type of depression or not.

Bipolar Disorder

Bipolar disorder also called as “manic depression” the reason it is called so because it has mood episodes that range from extremes or high energy with an “up” mood to low “depressive” period. Mainly this type of depression affects the behavior of a person.

Persistent Depressive Disorder

The persistent depressive disorder also is known as low-grade persistent depression, the person with this type of depression face change in appetite, lack of sleep or more sleep, fatigue, low confidence, and self-esteem, feeling hopeless and sometimes concentrating and making the decision.

This is called persistent depressive disorder because these type of depression last for more them 2 years, if your depression is lasting till 2 years then you have a persistent depressive disorder.

‘Situational’ Depression

Situational depression is a kind of daily day depression in which, due to some reasons or pressure you feel depressed, or due to some big incident that indulge you in deep sadness.

Atypical Depression

Atypical depression is a kind of depression in which there is an increase in appetite, increase in sleep time, feeling oversensitive to criticism etc. This type of depression can be cured with some positive event or activity.

Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD)

The seasonal affective disorder is a different kind of depression that is most often happens during the winter months. And SAD typically goes away in the spring and summer.

Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder (PMDD)

Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder is found in women at the start of their period. PMDD depression comes with mood swings, anxiety, fatigue, irritability, change in appetite and feeling of being overwhelmed.

Psychotic Depression

Psychotic depression is almost the same as major depression along with hallucinations, delusions, and paranoia.

Peripartum (Postpartum) Depression

Commonly, Peripartum depression occurs in women in the weeks and month after childbirth.

Symptoms

How to analyze you have depression when you are not aware of!

Depression is a type of mental illness, emotional weakness and feeling of deep sorrow. The people with depression may experience a variety of symptoms, the most common symptoms are,

  • Deep sadness or sorrow
  • loss of interest in daily activities
  • loneliness
  • feeling of pain
  • Feeling of hopeless or worthless
  • Persistent sad, anxious or numb mood
  • hopelessness, or pessimism
  • Losing interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities
  • Decreased energy or fatigue
  • Moving or talking more slowly
  • Restless or having trouble sitting still
  • Difficult to concentrate, remembering, or making decisions
  • Difficult to sleeping, early-morning awakening, Insomnia or oversleeping
  • Appetite, eating too much or too little/or weight changes
  • Aches or pains, headaches, cramps, or digestive problems without a clear physical cause
  • and/or that do not ease even with treatment
  • Irritability, agitation or restlessness
  • Lower sex drive
  • Inability to focus, concentrate or make decisions
  • Tiredness and lack of energy
  • Feeling to crying
  • physical symptoms such as headaches or body aches
  • Loss of interest in social situations and normal activities

Causes of Depression

The causes of depression can involve many things, starting from a small though to a big incident happened in life. There is no exact reason for depression but scientists thinks it is because of imbalance in the brain’s signaling chemicals.

Moreover, some situations of life are also associated, including early childhood trauma, the death of a loved one, pressure, physical pain, physical imbalance, financial troubles or a divorce.

To describe depression in one line, It is caused by a combination of genetic, biological, psychological and environmental factors.

Also, some of the medical conditions can also trigger depression, including cancer, heart disease, thyroid, and other significant illnesses. In many cases, depression is also found due to hormonal changes in the body.

Diagnosis/Test for Depression

Depression doesn’t give you time for preparation, it pulls you and takes you in its range. Many times it is seen that many people don’t know are they really into depression or something else. To analyze these, there are series of test medically and mentally by professionals.

To test for depression or to diagnosis for depression doctors ask question-related to family background, the ask question related to sleeping time, habits and may more.

Medically, doctors ask for the blood test, check for thyroid level, drug intake, and other medication intakes by the patient.

Doctors only confirm, that you are depressed when you have the symptoms of depression for at least two weeks.

Treatment for Depression

Depression can be treated psychologically, medically and by another source of treatment which includes relaxation training, Family and friends support online forum, healthy and happy lifestyle.

Mainly and the major treatments of depressions are:

  1. Psychological treatments
  2. Medical Treatments

Psychological treatments

Psychological treatment is a process of changing the mentality of the person by talking to them, discussing with them, showing them the right path.

Psychologist is trained to help people mentally by changing their thoughts, by helping them to handle stress and conflicts. Supporting them to recover from depression.

There are the different type of psychological treatment and they are,

Cognitive behavior therapy (CBT)

CBT treatment is a structural psychological treatment which recognizes the way people think and based on the behavior, activities, habits act on it.

CBT is one of the most effective and the most successful treatment for depression and CBT is very useful in almost in all age groups.

CBT process act according to the patient suffering from depression. Analyzing everything about the person then, professional start their process of healing on them that may be therapy, counseling or medication etc.

Behaviour Therapy

Behavior therapy is a process of encouraging activities that are rewarded, not letting the person alone, satisfying the person with different rewards and by not avoiding them.

Interpersonal therapy (IPT)

IPT is one of the major parts of psychological treatment which is a process and a therapy that focuses on problems in personal relations. IPT totally focuses on personal relation problems because personal problems really affect people mind and can really give mild depression to the person facing depression.

IPT help to recognize the problem, try to recognize the reason and the pattern behind the problem. After the deeper understanding of the problem, the process of healing is taken into step from the base, where the problem started, how it got increased how to and what strategies can be implemented to help them.

Mindfulness-based cognitive therapy (MBCT)

The last type of psychological treatment is MBCT which generally include a group of people meditating together.

Letting them be free in the group, be happy in the group and focusing on the present moment in the group.

MBCT teaches you how to live in the moments, how to collaborate, how to live freely, how to meditate, how to concentrate and lots of MBCT have much good health effect too. It is suggested by the experts to do meditation and pranayama in groups.

Medical Treatments

Medical treatments for depression is antidepressant medication. Mainly medical treatments are prescribed by doctors only after other ways of treatments are tried and result been unsuccessful.

Natural Depression Treatment

How to naturally heal your depression?

Naturally depression can be healed by maintaining a routine, maintaining proper support etc, Here we will discuss some of the best natural ways to heal depression.

  1. Exercise, train your brain and train your body.
  2. Eat healthily and eat at the proper time
  3. Be scheduled
  4. Get good hours of sleep
  5. Take challenges
  6. Take responsibilities
  7. Talk to your friends and family
  8. Take part in adventures and daily day work

CONCLUSION

In conclusion, depression is a kind of human emotional pain in which a person goes though lots of mental pain, loneliness, sadness etc. Depression kills you from inside, it is a silent attacker which attacks you when you are unaware. Till the time you will come to know, you are already captured by depression.

Depression Kill Everything!

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Life like kite! (World’s first single column & one word poem)

Life
Kite
Sky
Fly
Smile
Dime
Sunshine
Hold
Gold
Fight
Sight
Hight
Plight
Hit
Lit
Pit
Bit
It
Might
Tight
Light
Compliment
Stabilize
Suffice
Flies
Dice
Mise
Rollback
Commit
Peace
Life

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Describing the story of kite flying relating to life. E.g flying the kite, hold it tight, it’s precious as gold don’t lose the hold, stabilize it when it fly high, whiling rolling back take it carefully and save it from other competitors etc.

World’s first single column one word poem! _HB

Fake life! 😶

Life was ment to be alive,
Living the moments, wishing to fullfill the chimes,
A little time with life still feeding the needs of deeds,
We were born like small seeds,
To create a world full of beauties and fulfilling happiness indeed.

Life tooks a sudden curve, doing cornering,
Hating human being but why I am wondering.
Almost the entire human race became the slaves of showoff,
Contributing almost everything to feed the needs of self of shellfishness.
The world is almost at the end to find peace in head of itself.

Wonder why our life is just a showcase,
No sense and no need of sense, just nothing on base to hit self happiness.

Hitting our head on a concrete bed,
Doing crazy stuff and getting laid with shellfish,
Working just to showcase,
Bitching on the back of your work head,
Shit on this piece of dumb head, I am the best,
Why this stupid confidence,
Why you need to prove you are the best.

This is no competition it’s just a small life,
To live be happy and spread happiness without fights
Or shredding your own self.

A time a day in life when you find no one else,
You looking at yourself and feel the intense pain.
Stop every nonsense, start your day thinking of yourself.
No materials nothing in head.
Just beautiful you and your happiness.

Create a life that your generation admires and ideally takes.

Light up the life!

Light up the life like a bright sun in dark night,
light up the sky with your eyes like stars shining bright.
lift yourself up, go cross your boundaries and limits,
its time to full fill your dreams and things you want to filled with.

A life, one time,
no more chance to live by,
take care of every second hold near your neck like tie.
time keeps on changing no matter what comes in.
what are you waiting for-be dynamic, move on to the peak,
slay your fears, slay your pain, life is not a checkbox to get ticks.
It keeps on giving you hits or thrown you in bits.

You need to fight, you need to figure out the risks,
Beacuse you are the only source to your life dont just sit and miss,
Stand out, don’t stand still, run, fight make every second worth living like the last day of your live.

Life is changing like skins,
A new layer adding up making it strong and bliss.
Fill up the life,
Fill up your mind,
Fill up your heart,
With lots of lots of smiles,
Bring down all sources of pain,
Crush it under your foot steps,
Not letting any source of pain hitting your head,
Show them your real face.

A smile a beautiful face needed to bright up the entire race.