Some Point of My Life

At a point of time, I was going to live and feel the life,

That point of life, I wanted to create happiness in time,

happiness and time! seems only in my mind,

my senses don’t feel right, from those times.

 

My times and life doesn’t seems right from the moments,

when I was watching my happiness fading away from my sight,

It was the moment when I realize there are tons of things to make me feel dead,

even when I am alive.

My realization, my thinking is not giving me any hopes,

It’s ruining my time and my life.

 

My brains was the biggest enemy of my life,

which was poking me and bringing my life to a dead end.

My thinking was a curse, the more I think, the more I think to destroy myself,

thinking was my biggest enemy,

my life was revolving around few things, me, my mind, depression, thinking to be happy

and all me in those times.

 

Life of lies, life of pain was unbearable to me and my mind,

every breath I took give me more pain,

every second I look make me feel I am numb,

what would be the solution of these all?

 

I realize, I was not the only one suffering form all the pain and bad times,

thinking the solution, only give me more dead knots,

until my love inside, told me to feel the life,

discussion the pain and sorrow with my mom and dad,

given the strength to defeat the dead end of my life.

The strength of love was bigger,

the tear from my mom eyes, clear the dark dust from my mind,

strength of my dad thoughts, hit my pain and depression with a bright light,

I was clearing all the pain and dead knots form my side.

 

Finally, I realize the happiness and the strength in my family and love ones can defeat all the bad times in my life,

I just need to say, family I am not good, I am going through a tough time.

 

That all it take to kill your fears and pain from inside.

Who Am I Really?

Who I am really? You define!

define the life of mine, filled with sorrows & pain inside

why I am running towards the dark side?

why things are becoming a burden on my mind.

 

Life is a beautiful time, a moment, a lifeline,

breathing, food & peace all needed to survive.

I learned this life with practice and time,

I am alive, fighting for every second of my life.

 

why things happen different in different life?

why sometimes we say ” I wish I could be this that etc”

why we think there is inequality, why we think we are no same?

we all are same, born in this world with different name.

we have something, some quality that is unique in us

which makes us one and one in this world.

 

We fight through these inequality, show what we are good at,

born and to diverse our quality,

showcase our-self to be needed in this world

I don’t need you, you need me to survive in your world.

 

THE WORLD NEEDS ME! TO SHOWCASE HERSELF!

I EXIST IN THIS WORLD

 

 

 

 

 

Smiles of Faces

Time and tide waits for none,

Oceans and life are wide, never

ending extents.

Filling drop by dorp with moments and time,

Our life is defined with Happiness and sorrows sometimes.

Time naturally heals the sorrow,

Happiness naturally makes us strong to fight with all sad and depressions having smiles on face getting hits but still standing straight.

Define life in your own terms, sad sorrow, depressions are the parts, you can’t denied.

We try moments and words of happiness to try and to give a smile on your face that can’t be suffice.

Happiness on Faces 😊 -fillingwords

Paths ,many paths

Chasing down the roads of my life,

merging the roads which are alike,

streaming through the time,

I am chasing the paths I never find.

 

The time decides all the things I like,

it choose me the love i wanted to love.

its like a big ocean with a board,

and I am surfing to the end of the world.

 

I am loving whatever I got,

no matter its is less or alot.

I am enjoying and blessed of the things I have,

It is beautiful to love the time I had.

 

From morning to night I work,

No matter i love or not,

I go home and reach my love,

My parents and my love.

 

Keep on Loving what you have, Don’t expect things to happen. Expect less and Live alott.

Keeps on changing.

Time and Tide wait for none.

It is as true as moon and sun.

My times are like hot and cold.

Feel sometimes and sometimes hole as black hole.

I feel none when come to feeling and emotions.

Emotions are like hot, feel once don’t want to feel again.

And everything is like cold breeze.

Life is like a weather, keeps in changing again and again.

And life is life like time.

Time and life keeps on moving no matter you want or not.

It’s all about keep on moving and changing with time.