Some Point of My Life

At a point of time, I was going to live and feel the life,

That point of life, I wanted to create happiness in time,

happiness and time! seems only in my mind,

my senses don’t feel right, from those times.

 

My times and life doesn’t seems right from the moments,

when I was watching my happiness fading away from my sight,

It was the moment when I realize there are tons of things to make me feel dead,

even when I am alive.

My realization, my thinking is not giving me any hopes,

It’s ruining my time and my life.

 

My brains was the biggest enemy of my life,

which was poking me and bringing my life to a dead end.

My thinking was a curse, the more I think, the more I think to destroy myself,

thinking was my biggest enemy,

my life was revolving around few things, me, my mind, depression, thinking to be happy

and all me in those times.

 

Life of lies, life of pain was unbearable to me and my mind,

every breath I took give me more pain,

every second I look make me feel I am numb,

what would be the solution of these all?

 

I realize, I was not the only one suffering form all the pain and bad times,

thinking the solution, only give me more dead knots,

until my love inside, told me to feel the life,

discussion the pain and sorrow with my mom and dad,

given the strength to defeat the dead end of my life.

The strength of love was bigger,

the tear from my mom eyes, clear the dark dust from my mind,

strength of my dad thoughts, hit my pain and depression with a bright light,

I was clearing all the pain and dead knots form my side.

 

Finally, I realize the happiness and the strength in my family and love ones can defeat all the bad times in my life,

I just need to say, family I am not good, I am going through a tough time.

 

That all it take to kill your fears and pain from inside.

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Its True.

Everything in me is founded of you,

i am because of you its true.

My happiness is derived from you,

my sorrow is the pain of you, its true.

What I want to be, will be only with you,

the reason I want to be something is because of you, its true.

My life, my time, my breath all is mine,

derived and protected by you, its true.

You r my muse,and everything,

all comes from you.

 

Love is all around, I learn from you.

mine is a words is also derived from you.

 

 

Little noise

I want to be luckiest dad, blessed with two little loves,

one will be named life and other love.

I want live my life seeing their faces all the time,

They will be the reason i want to survive,

my aim, my life will be surrounded by their noise.

 

Dad, Dad that one things that i want to hear,

from my little lives.

I wanted to see you grow, living my live,

and blessed all the time.

Watching you grow is the only dream i want to follow,

want to see you taking your first step on the floor.

only melody is listening you calling “dad”,

my ears are thirsty to listen from you ” My dad”.

 

want to fulfill all the wishes you will have,

seeing you grow successful in your life,

you will create a heaven for me on earth, making me fulfill and rest in peace on my death.

I would always want to be my two little daughters dad. My love and My life.