Some Point of My Life

At a point of time, I was going to live and feel the life,

That point of life, I wanted to create happiness in time,

happiness and time! seems only in my mind,

my senses don’t feel right, from those times.

 

My times and life doesn’t seems right from the moments,

when I was watching my happiness fading away from my sight,

It was the moment when I realize there are tons of things to make me feel dead,

even when I am alive.

My realization, my thinking is not giving me any hopes,

It’s ruining my time and my life.

 

My brains was the biggest enemy of my life,

which was poking me and bringing my life to a dead end.

My thinking was a curse, the more I think, the more I think to destroy myself,

thinking was my biggest enemy,

my life was revolving around few things, me, my mind, depression, thinking to be happy

and all me in those times.

 

Life of lies, life of pain was unbearable to me and my mind,

every breath I took give me more pain,

every second I look make me feel I am numb,

what would be the solution of these all?

 

I realize, I was not the only one suffering form all the pain and bad times,

thinking the solution, only give me more dead knots,

until my love inside, told me to feel the life,

discussion the pain and sorrow with my mom and dad,

given the strength to defeat the dead end of my life.

The strength of love was bigger,

the tear from my mom eyes, clear the dark dust from my mind,

strength of my dad thoughts, hit my pain and depression with a bright light,

I was clearing all the pain and dead knots form my side.

 

Finally, I realize the happiness and the strength in my family and love ones can defeat all the bad times in my life,

I just need to say, family I am not good, I am going through a tough time.

 

That all it take to kill your fears and pain from inside.

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Who Am I Really?

Who I am really? You define!

define the life of mine, filled with sorrows & pain inside

why I am running towards the dark side?

why things are becoming a burden on my mind.

 

Life is a beautiful time, a moment, a lifeline,

breathing, food & peace all needed to survive.

I learned this life with practice and time,

I am alive, fighting for every second of my life.

 

why things happen different in different life?

why sometimes we say ” I wish I could be this that etc”

why we think there is inequality, why we think we are no same?

we all are same, born in this world with different name.

we have something, some quality that is unique in us

which makes us one and one in this world.

 

We fight through these inequality, show what we are good at,

born and to diverse our quality,

showcase our-self to be needed in this world

I don’t need you, you need me to survive in your world.

 

THE WORLD NEEDS ME! TO SHOWCASE HERSELF!

I EXIST IN THIS WORLD

 

 

 

 

 

Paths ,many paths

Chasing down the roads of my life,

merging the roads which are alike,

streaming through the time,

I am chasing the paths I never find.

 

The time decides all the things I like,

it choose me the love i wanted to love.

its like a big ocean with a board,

and I am surfing to the end of the world.

 

I am loving whatever I got,

no matter its is less or alot.

I am enjoying and blessed of the things I have,

It is beautiful to love the time I had.

 

From morning to night I work,

No matter i love or not,

I go home and reach my love,

My parents and my love.

 

Keep on Loving what you have, Don’t expect things to happen. Expect less and Live alott.

Mad Silence

shining tin high,

lifting the light bright,

feeling too enlighten,

pretending to be sad,

Alright, i am here, don’t be mad,

 

Thing are settling,

And me is not raging,

lifting the feeling hight,

propound by you,

loving the way i do.

being crazy,

i never got what i want.

achieving something was to far ahead,

still imagining the light in the sky in the dark nights.

i hope everything shine as bright as diamonds.

i cant afford the price it had,

still trying saving penny and penny to earn one from the sky.

its bright in dark night and its means to me the brightest sight.

 

Being Single :-|

Strangers to friendship, journey to commit,
From initial to the end, have to count every second..
Looking for a prefect partner. Eyes rolling everywhere,
Situations were distress, i was surrounded by people having hands in hand, walking through the stairs.

I never found someone anywhere.

I was walking the roads alone all the time, wanted to have someone by my side.
I didn’t realized the things are so tough being alone for those times.
Have to eat, sleep, live alone all the time.

i was in the verge of crying, why there no mercy on my life,

Just always walking and walking in empty roads,

people didn’t bother because i was big bore.

but this was not the truth, try to know me,

i am be the best in myself.

But Still,

everything i have, but need a soul to surround my side,

May be this is called ” Being Single”.