I Really Don’t Know Life

What is Life?

I am Live is that called life?

Looking in mirror and seeing dark face even when it is morning 7 am in the morning is not life.

So what is life?

I am not able to figure it out that, the need I have the requirement I have is Life or it is a part of life? Is it mandatory or it is exceptional?

I really don’t know!

Working 9 hours in office and doing journey of 4 hours daily is this life?

Thinking about the times when I was small and wanted to grow up, now I really cry for wishing to grow up and I regret not being happy those times.

I don’t see myself alive every morning in front of the mirror. I see a robot, I see a non living thing standing in-front of me that is controlled with the power of money.

Money that is driving me every single day its not me.

I don’t feel happiness inside when I travel 4 hours daily, i don’t feel happy and excited to go work daily 8 to 7 pm..

What is life and what is the consistency of life?

Please tell me… my ears are dying to hear the voice of life, wanted to hear the words you are all right.

I AM LIFE.

So, what I am surviving now is what? am I alive not ?

 

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4 Comments »

  1. I want nothing but to finish my life.i have no one to talk , to share.i am alone. family says you can’t adjust anywhere. Outsider just talk when they want. No one remembers me in there joys and sorrows.
    I don’t feel to do anything , don’t like if someone ask me for any work.
    My husband left me , because I gave birth to a daughter. He never loved me.
    Fighting case in court for my self esteem.
    What will I do…..I want to be happy.. but some thing is killing me. No one sits besides me and asks what happened ..,….

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