I been a disappoint through out of life,
Fake confidence, fake life.
I need more than fake,
I need what i can do, what my aim decides.
I waned to be a inventor, a creator,
Ended up destroying my life.
Still time is there but i feel i don’t deserve to be in those lives.
I loosing every things in my life,
What ever i got is only a hand full of struggle i did.
Why me i want to say!
But there is no one to listen me what i say.
I am still numb the best i know.
I become the worst in that.